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Post by ekan on Aug 23, 2007 11:42:42 GMT 7
meh la.. main blasah2 jom mcm kat kalaoke hari tuh.. akakaka....ada bran.. akakaka
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Post by areil on Aug 27, 2007 10:56:27 GMT 7
lets have a competition haha!!!! lets see who is the real champion WE11......what say u guys!!! ur in....place at astaka since ade TV haha.....areil bawak ps2 just name the time....
PS/ open to all age..strictly markers are allowed.!!!!!!!!!
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Post by zealousmalaysia on Aug 27, 2007 11:26:41 GMT 7
hahaha.. leh... tara hal.. nnti kita set... no tranining... kekeke...
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Post by areil on Sept 1, 2007 3:25:42 GMT 7
honestnly i dunno what i get my self into...most of the thing in my life is fine some are just f**k...i just count on u guys, where do i find fun in zealous , where do i find joy in zealous...this team mean everything to me i mean everything...im glad that my family is close we understand each other clear now we get to spend more time which each other..and the same time i have a new brother n sister...seriously im noting i have no1 but all this ppl keep me moving...im happy now that i know i have some1 behind my back..!!well things r going crazy now with my life...ppl that know me close they understand what im saying...i try to be fair to every1 and im trying my best to be the best but it seems that things r not goingt the way i want it to b....i have fight almost everyday,things that i gave is just not enough until i have no thing to give...i dont put the blame on ppl the blame is on me...coz i know whatever things that i do is on me....i take the blame n trying to clear everything...i dont think so its an easy task to do...im writing this not because of i want ppl to pity me...im doing this coz i have no one els accept my teamate n my family...i dont have guts to say with my mouth..the only way i belived is to write here...
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Post by areil on Sept 19, 2007 0:23:49 GMT 7
seriously what to do with life!!!!!! until went i wanna live in life that i that i need to lie...i look at ppl they r so happy with what they have...i ask my self how about me what i do have.....let me tell u what do i have...my lie life...paintball....great team...great coach!!!...that is what bring me to my happy life...it sux went u have some one that with u so call know your life very well...but fact ur not happy...eth la maybe god have plan for me later or there's somthing somwhere there that i could not find....i miss my life be4...who can understrand whO! me my self n i that can understand...still trying to be happy.. tho!!! im having a hard life n i belived ade yg lagi teruk!!! this is life...i do trust in god n i know that he will help me so how!!!
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Post by zealousmalaysia on Sept 19, 2007 7:44:30 GMT 7
dun worry bro. u can spent all night / 24x7 a week / 365 days a year to write wat ever u need. wat ever u wanted to. inside this forum, this is ur personal "ROOM".. hehehe... so have fun writing on it..
chiosss
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Post by dman on Sept 19, 2007 9:20:33 GMT 7
wut ever things in life, wut ever things that we do....we cant do things ourselves......u hav a problem, u share it wit some1.....if u hav a cut, u need some1 to treat the wound.....if u r sad, u need some1 to make u happy.......but there r certain things dat u can do alone.....for instance, PAAANNGGGSSAAAAIIIII......!!!! ok ok....back to the story.....the moral of the story is appreciate ur frens as they will bcome ur brother/sister & they can help u in anyway u need them......ok? dah dah.....kesat mate tuh....byk sgt dah meleleh.....abis maskara.......
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Post by areil on Sept 19, 2007 14:09:04 GMT 7
It has been so very long, but I still remember everything. I miss your kiss and the way you made me feel so safe. I never thought we would ever be apart, but now it's been way too long. I just want to hear your voice. I miss the way you could hold me so tight. I know our life together has not been perfect, but that's just the way life goes. The way I feel for you doesn't go away. I thought after you left you would fade away from my mind, but still everyday I wake up dreaming of our time together. I will never forget you. I hope you still think of me too. I love you with all that I am, all that I was and all that I will ever be.
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Post by areil on Sept 19, 2007 14:43:51 GMT 7
i only knew you for awhile yet you seemed to change me with one smile i would sit and chat every day, laughing at little things you'd say. though I'm sure you knew i knew it too regardless of that our friendship grew now I'll never see that side of you and each day will be sad and blue cause you've gone away, who knows where or why i just wish I could hold your hand for the last time....
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Post by areil on Sept 20, 2007 2:19:05 GMT 7
as the topic...im done of trying...theres noting els...move on...thats all!!! dont think so a big problem i have my mate...could count on them....thanks btw for everthing....
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Post by ekan on Sept 20, 2007 9:13:58 GMT 7
wei..wei..wei.. ah wei.. cheer up DUDE!!!... keep ur heads (i really mean "heads". if u knew, u have 3 heads.. kekekek) up... past is past.. life must goes on.. there must be a reason to what happens to everyone... yeah, me also had a bad experience like u.. and i'll bet there are more out there.. just be cool, calm, wise in wat ever u do.
remember / believe in to GOD. u must be strong... NNOOO!!!... U R STRONG!!!!!.. physically and mentally... Show dat ur not that weak when it comes to woman.. although deep inside ur heart breaks into a million pieces... trust urself.. trust ur teammates.. trust ur mate... trust ur team... kekekeke
to all women / girl. U think u got better man rather than me..?!! yeah, i know there's a song called "a betterman"... u should change it to "a butterman".. its not funny??... its ok.. just laugh!!.. READ THIS....!!!
yeah u think u r so b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l haaaaaa, think again u bloodyfool u think a man with so many sacrifices makes u happy all the way..? think again, but he should or else u gonna be standing in the middle of the highway. or u'll be standing 24th floor apartment and trying to be a superman "up, up and a way"
my heart broken into a million pieces, do u know just tell me how am i gonna glue it back into 1 pieces its not that easy u know, foolish of u lets think if u r in my shoe, i mean not in my "shoe", aaahh!!! just like me laaaa then hows ur feelings.... feels like theres no air to breath right.. haaaa.. i told u its hard... but u know, u never know... because wat, u have blind wit the so called "sacrifices" blind wit the materials that he gave or share.. hahahahahah if u look as a materialistic gurl, u should c me wat am i capable of.. but im not a man like to show off!!! i mean sometimes la but small2 things heheheh
remember all those days when we're 2gether..? it will keep us close in a away.. make our mouth smile and "muka ada sinyumm" if we combine the sweet memories and our fantasy, maybe we could be a great couple i'm still say it "maybe" coz GOD knows... we know nothing... u never give me chances so that i wanna be ur king... if time allows me to c n hold u... wat a wonderful day it will be.... now u give me no hope, then i think i need to get a rope... not doing that laaa.. u think im stupid...? i need is so dat i can pull my car.. its not broken laaa but to express my feelings/sadness.. tu la, never ask me wat i do or wat i did i know u ask me but not in DETAILS... well nevermind.. i need to continue my life as far as im concern.. to win each tournament my TEAM participate.. ooppsss.. yeah. i played paintball... try ask ur "man" 1 on 1 with me laaa if he's got balls... if laaa.. if not, forget it.. TO BE CONTINUED.....
BTW, areil ur poem really FANTANSTIC, BEAUTIFUL.. SERIOUS... (abang, kelapa laut 1) kekekeke CHEER-UP DUDE!!!!
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Post by dman on Sept 20, 2007 14:28:35 GMT 7
serious....areil tgh sedih....cmat tibe2 jd gile....ape dah jadi!!!!!?!?!?!!?!
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Post by areil on Sept 20, 2007 16:00:46 GMT 7
nak memulih kan keadaan...somthing like that i think..hehe
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Post by ekan on Sept 21, 2007 8:00:00 GMT 7
pulih ker..? da pulih da...? kena la jadik giler... jgn layan sgt sedih tu.. rireks... rireks... apa da jadi..? jadi apa..? jadi tarzan.... amacam ok tak poem cm kat atas nuuu..? muheheheh
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Post by areil on Sept 21, 2007 16:54:59 GMT 7
keep trying hati ini masih terluka!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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